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Saturday, August 13, 2005

i've recovered... and i've moved to another blog...

http://noobishnoobster.blogspot.com

thks... cya there
L-J-B scribbled at 9:05 AM. + + +

Saturday, June 18, 2005

though i really wasn't showing it... i was very sad and disappointed... i was shocked wif the tuba results... i had worked hard every sch dae in my sec.1 yr and b4 syf.... i put all my effort into it... hoping to achieve one goal.... yet my hopes were dashed... am i really a fucker and loser? am i really not able to achieve anithing in my life? i oso am hated by my class... but why now? seriously guys... dun tok to mi for a while... unless u really want to play DotA wif mi...

but i dun blame anione... i blame my fucking loser self.... i am really a fucker and loser...

PS: i nid to cool down... sum time alone... wun be blogging for quite a while.... so this could be my last post.... bye everyone...

Joel
L-J-B scribbled at 11:21 PM. + + +

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

fish... so i typed my whole post for like one hour... like siao long lor... then i press cancel button by accident... so eveyrthing juz disappear... wtf lor... lazy to post ler... maybe after my b'dae... which is tml... so bb....
L-J-B scribbled at 8:14 PM. + + +

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

ok so i finally got myself to change my blogskin... and hopefully this time it could do away wif all the trouble... i really hope tat i wun encounter as much problems as the slamdunk skin... hehe... so i oso like the simpsons... i think they are like super funny... so they are oso one of my favourite cartoons... haha... perhaps i got to learn my jokes from them?

so tml is oready band camp... i am sick now... so my mother grounded mi from leaving my hse todae at all... so i can't go weixian hse... and so coincidentally... his mother is at home so that means i can't go there too... haha... so lucky mi... got one time hor... i wanted to go his hse after sch... at around 3? then all of a sudden i dun feel like going ler so i went to his hse the food court to eat lor... then tat dae so qiao his mother took half dae lor... heh... i so lucky... muz thank god for tat...

ok another thing... do you guys noe that band day is juz round the corner? 18th June eh... wah lau... tat means is only 2 saturdays away... so damn fast lor... so i din't go for the buying of deco... haha... seriously i really thought tat i wun be of much help in tat area so i skipped it... it seems that i'm in painting section... which means i got to paint!! arrgh... many ppl are eyeing for spots now... wish all of them all the best...(can u get the hidden meaning)... haha... ok... enuf of all of tat... my only dream after band dae is to get a 'new' tuba... u noe... the time elaine and andrew are using... yeah... cuz i got a feeling tat we may get a new tuba soon... since weixian tuba is spoilt... so tat means that there will be another new tuba... and the new tuba will go to the new SL.... then the other two 'new' ones will be oso passed down... and i hope i get one... haha...

ok another wish is to be able to play the high notes in the chord for my section... sum how or rather... i had always like high notes.... until now.... i think my low notes still suck a lot... it sounds like fart to mi.... but then again amazingly... they are in tune... lol...

so tml is band camp... i got my bags packed... or shld i sae my bag packed... din't bring much really... nothing to bring wad... camp will be a fun and tiring thing i guess... wif drills and prac all packed together... how do u expect to slack? so tonite i'm oso amazingly gonna sleep early... so in other words... tml i can withstand a whole nite of no sleep... well if i'm callled for it only la... haha...

so i'm oso quite relieved... but a little pissed at the same time... cuz u noe for the botanical garden performance rite... initially was suppose to play whenever wherever de... so i go learn the semi-quaver part... i was almost going to master it ler... then all of a sudden... they change it to music of the beatles... i'm relieved that music of the beatles is easier in terms of notes playing... but i'm oso pissed that i wasted my darn effort on the semi-quaver part... darn... nvm...

ok la... seriously i got nothing to blog ler... will blog about the camp after i cum back... which i think willl then be a very long post... so gtg ler... bb.... :b
L-J-B scribbled at 3:07 PM. + + +

Sunday, June 05, 2005

ok i apologize for not blogging for the past 3 days... u see i'm 'in' to warcraft... or is that how the american sae it? well... u sure can learn a lot of ang moh hua( western language) when chatting at battle net... ok seriously i think i suck at it... so far... i lost 2 matches and won 1... hiaz.... wad is this.. how cum i so lan... ok nvm... weixian bought new xbox games yuesterdae.... and he invited mi to his hse tml... but we sec. 2 got deco buying... aiyah... for the band dae thingy lor.... supposedly... i'm in charge of painting... -_-... lets see wad i got for my art... erm... fail?! lolx... ok nvm... wil try my best though... this time sec.4 leaving... and i feel that i am closer to this batch of sec.4s than the previous one... ok ar DUH! the last yr sec.4s i din't even got a chance to really speak to them... haha... ok sec.4 leaving ler... as the yrs go by... i reall y feel worried for ahband's future... haha...

ok things that happen the past two daes... i was rude again to a woman at tampines bus interchange... i think she was trying to get mi to buy a charity coupon... and she was like :' qing wen ni ke yi gei wo yi fen zhong?( can u spare mi a minute in chinese) then i was like:' sorry miss but i really dun have a minute for u...'

ok i admitted taht was rude... but seriously i was busy tat dae... and the woman got this qian bian face i really oculd not tolerate... as what ppl would sae of mi: the pot calling back its kettle... haha...

so i seriously got nothing to do this daes... i am really really very bored... maybe i shld buy world of warcraft? i dunno... i seriously have nothing to do.... well at least i noe that next wk is packed and its gonna be fun... first tml we have prac then buying of deco( er... not tat fun) then tuesdae i maybe will go weixian hse in the morn and tuition in the nite... then i pack my bag for camp( ok i lurve this part... haha....) then wednesday to fridae camp ler lor... then sat and sun sian again... so tats about next wk...

oh yeah... i think zhongda is up to no good this holidaes... that geek rite... keep on turning down my offers to go to weixian hse to play... wad he do at home i oso dunno... aniwae... i given up hope on him... in the future i wun be using my kind heart to invite him.. instead i will juz call him to harass him only... haha... unless he want to cum on his own accord... haha... tats another story...

so i seriously have nothing to post ler... oh yeah... i still haven master my that part ofm whenever wherever... and i gotta admit it... i really felt embarass last band prac... they all played xenia sarda for side reading piece... then c'mon lor... my batch that time band camp when they learn last yr my batch still noobish... wah lau... then andrew went for tuition.... elaine went for student camp... so only left mi kristin and weixian... then weixian dun have score so he never play lor... then i rite... got sum parts i not sure how to play kristin can get it rite... so i am like wtf? so i think i seriously am losing out to her... ok maybe perhaps in xenia sarda... and have sum unknown reason tat dae... i was like exceptionally angry... so i played all the songs louder than i expected... ok i think was finally audible in the tuba section... haha... perhaps that volume shld be considered in the future... lolx...

perhaps i shld work harder in my playing? sumhow or rather i feel that i've deprove... not really deprove or shld i sae i've not really seen any improvements in my playing lately... so tats a problem i got to settle...

ok enuf of mi blogging... i think i can sense ppl like weisheng falling asleep to my grand father story... another thing... i haven really started on my writing competition yet... haha.... maybe next wk lor... ok... gtg ler... bb....
L-J-B scribbled at 12:20 PM. + + +

Thursday, June 02, 2005

ok so i din't blog yesterdae... well... cuz i went for TJC concert lor... not bad eh... quite worth my money... but until now... i still dun appreciate NMB millenium... well... they also got this stage play thingy... and i thought it was a great idea... perhaps we shld also include one in our performance... ya end of the yr de if we have one though... but we will get mocked by TJCs... tats for sure... ok... i also got to hear 2 phantom of the operas in a wk live... haha... namely TJC and VJC... ok TJC was worth it... well... they are after all... presentation bands... so i shld learn more from them.... ok few things i learn from the bands... they have a strong tuba support... unlike the one i give to my band... =((... so tats the thing... perhaps i shld consider playing like wang zi like tat lor... overpowering... yes... haha... but tat means more practice....

i also suffering from depression now... real pressure... i juz still dun understand... why do i still have a shit tone after two yrs of playing.... and not juz 2 pracs a wk... at least 3-4 times a wk lor... then i still have this lousy tone... now inculding my 2L mouthpiece.... so my tone is worst... i feel even worse when compared to the JC bands... arrgh... and they got this nice sound for low notes lor... then me eh... though i admit tat my tuning is right but i think it sounds like fart lor... yup... so my tone really sux... but tuning, dynamics, and articulation wise... i'm on the right track to my goal by end of JC: BECUM WANG PAI AND LET EVERYONE NOE HU I AM... aniwae... symphonic bands always have a song or two of tuba concerto... so its gd then...

so the next stressing part is... i can't play the semi-quaver part of whenever wherever lor... EEUI... i still can't believe... its difficult la... but i sec.2 ler then still cannot play this song lor... wad is this... i can't play tat part man... ok la the last 2 sets of sem-quavers only... then how can i embark on my goal to the bumblebee... so i ended up scrapping tat idea of the bumblebee... haha... so i got to really practice tat part tml... to be the only guy in my section to play tat... u go hear eupho la... they can ler... wad about mi? (i muz never lose to euphos!)

so time to take back the knights was dman shiok lor.... its so nice lor... the way they play.... haha... really wish one dae i will be able to reach tat goal... i muz be of JC standard soon... tats my goal... by start of sec.4 bah... ok i bu zhi liang li lor... haha...

so yesterdae was also very sian... only wif the concert la... todae i did nothing much... only playing com. lor... i still have no inspiration for my writing competition... lolx...

so i shall blog again soon... 16 daes to my b'dae... can ani1 buy mi my total 90? haha... ok bb...
L-J-B scribbled at 10:50 PM. + + +

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

again due to more comments... i've decided to make my blog even more amusing for readers... and more jokes tat it... but i can't sae much todae... cuz its oready kinda late and i'm suppose to go for junior band tml... kool... seriously i go there to play tuba only... i dun really teach much... as my dear mentor kristin is still around... (CHOY).... so we are oso having sex.........ational tml.... lol... ok i'm getting perverted... ok so i watch ms universe as usual every yr... and i kinda feel the standard is quite lousy now... maybe kristin shld reconsider next yr... haha... ok nvm... so i only think tat Peru was gd... okay... i gotta admit it... damn gd... haha... i'm infactuated? lolx...

i'm not gay.... so hu's gay amongst my frens? post yr answers on my tagboard... haha... this is sort of becuming a poll section... then i will tabulate the results... haha.... ok so hu's gay?

1) ME(Joel)?
2) Zhongda?
3) Weisheng?
4) Junhao?
5) or 2,3 and 4?

haha... ok... this is lame... aniwae... i seriously gotta. go... oh yeah... wun be able to blog as much in the future ler... now playing a lot of warcraft... yeah... i'm improving like at a siao speed lor... well as usual... wad do u expect from me the genius? haha... ok buaix... dun forget to do yr homework ar...=)
L-J-B scribbled at 11:47 PM. + + +

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Me: Joel Lock B'dae: 17th June School: Anglican High School CCA: Concert Band!!! 1C'98 2C'99 3B'00 4B'01 5B'02 6B'03 1D'04 2D'05 loves: sleeping, slacking, toking, playing, eating, ahband, making ppl luff hates: studying, taking exams, the feeling of being broke( always lor for sum unknwon reason), ACBCs, irritating ppl...
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